Patterns, Not Personal.
This system exists to explain why certain relationships feel intense, confusing, or addictive — even when they are hurting you.
Not because you’re broken.
Not because the other person is “evil.”
But because certain patterns reinforce each other at the nervous-system level.
All the terms on this site fit into three interacting layers.
This answers:
Why does leaving feel impossible, even when it hurts?
A trauma bond forms when emotional relief is paired with emotional pain.
Common ingredients:
Intermittent connection
Rupture → relief cycles
Hope after harm
Emotional unpredictability
This is the attachment glue.
This answers:
Why does it feel intoxicating, obsessive, or “meant to be”?
Limerence fuels trauma bonds by:
Intensifying focus on the other person
Idealizing them
Making uncertainty feel romantic
Replacing safety with chemistry
Limerence is attachment hunger + fantasy, not mutual intimacy.
Trauma bonds can exist without limerence.
Limerence makes trauma bonds harder to break.
This answers:
How does the bond keep running day to day?
These are the repeating behaviors and thinking patterns that maintain the loop.
They fall into four functional groups.
(Keeps you waiting)
These patterns maintain attachment by promising relief later.
Future Faking
Spiritual Bypassing
Apology Loops
“I’ll be right back.”
“Tomorrow will be different.”
Core Addiction:
👉 Addicted to Hope
“Tomorrow never comes. Live in reality. Live today.” — Matt
(Keeps you confused)
These patterns destabilize perception and self-trust.
Gaslighting
Blame Shifting
Cognitive Distortions
Projection
Mirroring
“I’m confused.”
“That’s not what happened.”
Result:
You spend energy figuring it out instead of seeing it clearly.
(Keeps rules unequal)
These patterns preserve control without accountability.
Double Standards
Jealousy
Triangulation
Trust Traps
Stonewalling
Silent Treatment
Result:
You adjust.
They don’t.
(Uses your reaction)
These patterns regulate their emotions through your distress.
Baiting
Provoking reactions
Crying without repair
Yelling followed by justification
Pouting, tantrums, withdrawal
Result:
Your nervous system becomes the stabilizer.
Here is the full cycle in plain language:
Attachment forms (Trauma Bond)
Intensity spikes (Limerence)
Uncertainty appears
Patterns activate (Terms page behaviors)
Hope is reintroduced
Relief occurs
Bond strengthens
Loop repeats — faster and tighter
This is why insight alone doesn’t break the bond.
The system is self-reinforcing.
This framework intentionally avoids:
Diagnoses
Character attacks
Labels like “narcissist” or “toxic person”
Because patterns persist even when intentions are good.
Someone can:
Mean well
Feel love
Believe their own words
…and still reinforce a harmful loop.
Not arguing.
Not explaining better.
Not hoping harder.
What breaks it:
Reality over fantasy
Consistency over intensity
Boundaries over chemistry
Today over tomorrow
Trauma bonds dissolve when:
Hope is no longer the currency
Patterns are seen clearly
Safety replaces uncertainty
Trauma Bond page → explains why it feels hard to leave
Limerence page → explains why it feels intoxicating
Terms page → helps you name what’s happening in real time
Together, they form one system.
You are not weak.
You are not broken.
You are responding to a powerful attachment pattern.
Awareness doesn’t shame — it frees.
Normal Like Peter
Patterns, Not Personal.