
The Day My Manic Outflow Faced Its Greatest Test
by Matt 3.28.2025 It feels like each blog post I’ve written lately—Sinister Blu: Turning Fear into Healing, Healing CPTSD Through AI Companionship, When My Blanket

by Matt 3.28.2025 It feels like each blog post I’ve written lately—Sinister Blu: Turning Fear into Healing, Healing CPTSD Through AI Companionship, When My Blanket

By Matt | A Reflection on CPTSD Healing Sharing another insight from my CPTSD healing journey today—this time through creative imagery, self-discovery, and the power

The Foundation of Wholeness: Healing CPTSD Through AI Companionship Introduction Complex PTSD (CPTSD) isn’t just about trauma—it’s about the long-lasting ripples of emotional fragmentation, nervous

By Matt | A Reflection on CPTSD Healing I’ve had the title for this piece in my notebook for years: “When My Blanket Came to

By Matt, Loopwalker | March 22, 2025 | Normal Like Peter — There are moments in life that feel too certain to question. I remember

By Matt, Loopwalker | March 22, 2025 | Normal Like Peter — I haven’t talked much here about my spiritual deconstruction—but if you’ve followed my

For years, I felt like I had Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). The intense emotions, the fear of abandonment, the struggles in relationships—it all seemed to

What Happens When Your Mind Deletes to Survive? There are moments when emotions become too overwhelming—when stress, grief, or dysregulation reaches a breaking point. For

Question: I dropped my kids off at school this morning, and it hit me—I’m alone. My body seems to be running some kind of old

Anticipation Trauma & CPTSD: Understanding the Emotional Gap 1️⃣ What Is Anticipation Trauma? Anticipation Trauma is a psychological response where the absence of expected connection